So much has changed, so many things I need to get used to and cope with.
Stuff I feel I failed at or I want to desperately make this the year i improve at ...
This year I wont be venerable, I refuse to be a victim and I refuse to be anything other than perfect. I am me, only me and I refuse to be anything other than that. I wont let people change me, and I will break expectations and all barriers and limitations put before me.
But before I do that I am going to curl up under my covers one last time, and snuggle up with a book and my favourite Marilyn Manson album and sniff myself to sleep again. I don't think I'm ready just yet to face the reality of a new day.
The best way to change is to admit you need to. I don't want to change me, per-say, but improve on all the little things which need improving.
Before I do this, I am going to tell you about my favourite cupcake recipe of right now. Also it rocks for any people suffering from coeliac.
Banana Monkey cupcakes <3
(makes u feel warm fuzzies in ur tumtum)
2 & 1/2 cups of gluten free self raising flour
1 cup of dark brown sugar
3 over ripe banana's
3 eggs
1 cup of lactose free or soy milk
1 cup of butter
ok chuck in the butter, then sugar, then banana's. add one egg at a time, mixing them in each time, then 1 cup of flour, then half one, then the milk or milk substitute, then add last cup of flour!!!
ok almost done. i use a mix master coz i stole it off mah maaahmie... but otherwise use wat ever it is u use for baking (human skulls, coconut shells etc etc)
anyway chuck it in the oven at like 150degrees then ... leave it for 20mins
Then eat it when your done !
ok my lovelies ...
All the best, I'm going to go eat my little cupcakes and then ... read with my cat :D
Yay for life lol
<3
