narcissus sleeps

 

I am really looking forward to finishing this semester. To see all my hard work completed and to finally start writing that fucking book which has been rattling around in my head (I woke up today and realised how to make it epic... it will be so good >.< i love how it sounds.) To finish my short film script, to finish my radio dramas... get some work experience in the industry and just make art.
...Thankyou to all my friends who talk to me, support me, buy the second clothes i sell, buy me drinks here and there and listen to me complain about how life is so unfair. I couldn't keep doing this without you. Coz I've realised why I always feel alone, like the outsider looking in... coz I'm peeking into other realities each time I write or draw... I have become the solitary observer of my own creations. So lonely coz I cant join in, only play GODDESS while I mold these Universes... but you guys bring me back to this reality the ones where I have friends and some one to confide in. And it makes each return to my writing sphere more enjoyable, coz I know when I am done someone is waiting for me on the other side. Thanks guys. I promise to stop acting like a nutcase (jokes)

Mid semester sympathies

Happy Autunm Ladies and Gents.
Unseasonably frezzing, we are mid May and I seem to be diving into my warmer Winter wardrobe.
Time to crack out my drool worth nubia lolita/cyber/overcoat, i wrote one of my first blog articles on this baby, and today i am gonna rock it!!!
I'm enjoying having half black half - lemon coloured hair, giant and tussled like I havn't washed nor given one fekkin damn, it looks monsterously dishevelled each morn, just the way I like it.
And I finally have photos of the peppermint lipstick by LimeCrime.
Ok enough waffling - I need to get back to study.

The Art of Procrastintion

The art of procrastination is one I have most definantly perfected in the past few weeks. And I still manage to have all my assignments in on time. And newspaper articles and all the other stuff I find to occupy my time. But tonight, after looking at film rushes and scripts and journalism articles I wanted to get dirty and use my hands ...
Nothing suss I swear!!!!

So I invented the golden butter fig cake.
I am ceoliac, and I hate cake mixes they taste like poo, and I like to experiment with veagan recipes (although this one is not veagan friendly) but starting from scratch prevents preservatives added sugar and salt, coz seriously why does a cake mix need salt???

Ingredients.

1 2/3 cup of gluten free self raising flour
2/3 butter (soft or melted)
1 cup brown sugar
3 eggs whisked
6 figs cut into quarters
dash of soy milk

Add the butter, sugar and flour, whisk n all that shit, then add the 3 whisked eggs, pour it in a doughnut shaped (coogoolhoff - its german dammit, thats how i say it, not how u spell it lol) cake tin which has been greased like a virgin on her wedding night (sugar goes like toffee if there isnt enough oil to get the cake out and you will have a plate of crumbs and poo). last but not least add the quartered figs and sprinkle sugar generously over them. Bake on fan forced for about 20mins at 150degrees. should look browny golden and cake should look golden hence the cli-ched name! the exciting bit is the figs should sink to the bottom and then all the juices and seedy stoof should spread out!!! When its done flip the fuffermukker and if cooked correctly it will slide out and the top will be covered in amazing, toffee, figgy goodness. This is a dense cake and will only stay fresh for a few days (as most gluten free products are wont to do) so eat this mofo fast and share it ... you dont need all the calories.

It is proven that constructive, productive procrastination helps you function and concentrate later on when you go back to study. Need to balance both sides of your brain, dont over use one side or you will feel awful. So happy procrastinaion my darklings <3

Wish I May, Wish I Might ...

Wow, still trying to sort out the new layout of blogger- I am a bit dissapointed that it's changed- I liked the way it looked before...
Welcome to May...
This blog will focus on my wardrobe- far too much going on in my personal life and work life to get started and I think I shall keep all that seperate from my art and fashion ideas... Who wants to read that crap anyway? Unless I am personal friends with some1 online I get sick of the whingy/emo statuses, It's time for me (in a way) to grow up and stop spreading my personal life all over the net--- I dont mean GROW UP, grow up, THAT wont likely happen - but I dont want to be recognised for something incidental like a break up, or a friendship - when I could be recognised for my kick ass ensembles or my writing or art.

This may, It is all about unique fabrics, monochrome, and textures. Alot of black, grey, charcoal and white will be worn and soft velvets vs leather & pvc. Flat boots like doc Martens will be in my favour and layering with oversized knits and asymetrical dresses. Although I am broke I got to indulge in some new make-up for on camera filming.

Gorgeous colours by Lime Crime...

The colours are vivid and appear quite illustriously on the lips, they also have built in moisturiser so no 'cracked old lady face' look either... http://www.beserkclothing.com/lime-crime-makeup-c-320.html?osCsid=c0c3758c0c856e46246acb0c8e34d359

A little parcel full of squidy happiness from Tentacle Threads yesterday- just what the doctor ordered after long day of study, filming, writing, brunching, dodgy cosplaying and general tea drinking and gallavanting... (and today i have bettlejuice legs) http://tentaclethreads.com/site/

Much love all and darkness and spoilt blessings. Now I have to do something constructive, but at least you all have something visual to stare at while i try and make money and art ... le sigh ...