In case u have not had the displeasure of meeting me in person, I, Jekki, am incredibly vain.
But, is this a problem? No- i don't think so. Maybe a few years ago i would have let something as small and insignificant as vanity bother me, but now i wear it and display it like a medal of honor.
Every day i take joy in the way my body looks, the way my tattoo's accentuate my curves, or when i have toned up more or lost more body fat, if my cheek bones look more hollow or how my new hair style looks, or how my new colours look...
Wow i could go on about me all day. I guess what i am trying to say is, after years of bullying it took a long time to accept myself for who i am and be comfortable in my own skin. And since then, i have only wanted to improve myself and further my physical development and happiness, as that goes hand in hand my my mental happiness and development as well.
So really, me looking good, feeling good, feeling healthy and being outwardly attractive actually improves my health, well being and inner-attractiveness (or as some ppl say personality, kindness, morals, soul etc etc).
Even though each day some one will comment that i am materialistic (which i'm actually not, i just recognize i have to wear clothes so i don't get arrested for shear sexiness and if i HAVE to wear clothes they may as well be the most damn unique and attractive clothes that money can buy!) or vain or self absorbed or wat ever little catch-frase you have for 'FUCK IM JEALOUS THAT THE TATTOO'D BITCH WITH LIME GREEN AND BLACK HAIR IS HOTTER THAN ME, IS MORE CONFIDANT AND KINDER THAN ME AND REALLY IM JUST A SAD SHELL OF A HUMAN WHO HAS NO FRIENDS, NO LIFE GOALS AND DOESN'T GET LAID ENOUGH.' - i am happy that you think i am vain, coz it means all my hard work is paying off- and you NOTICED (smilie face)
So, I've had my go-getter music on- Meat loaf, Rocky Horror picture show ... etc etc, and im feeling pritty tasty and happy today.
Now that my rant is over im going to share some pic's wif u lucky people!!!
Yay, me yesterday off to a tea party in the city with my friend, feeling happy with my ready/to/go hair and big make up.
Sigh, Ulorin Vex ... you make my heart throb <3 (i am lucky enough to own quite a few small pieces of her art work, prints of corpse. She is a talented lady though)
check out more of her work and bloggin fun with that link.
Aside from looking stunning, the composition of this shot is fantastic. i just love the innocent emotion portrayed in her face, while she wears such elegant yet sinister apparel. I also love the 3/4 sleeve jacket with the frayed cream voile hem line. makes me wanna shop >.<
Check out Ulorin's Art work at this link
where you can purchase various sized prints, original art and stickers as well.
If you have any opinions on art fashion, vanity or antifashion leave a comment, let me know what you think and if you agree with my opinion ^.^
Happy writing darklings.
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