No, sadly i'm not, i am just finding my self time poor and exhausted every day at the moment and all the wonderful ideas which are running through my head are just going to have to stay there. Balancing two jobs and uni isn't exactly going to plan, and i find each night i'm going to bed with a huge migraine or, falling asleep at the proverbial text book (actually its on my lap top and i wake up and my face has entered random Google searches)
I am trying basically everything to hide my fatigue- rad eye creams from lush, chain smoking, increasing caffeine, decreasing caffeine, drinking green tea, drinking miso @ breakfast, eating healthy fresh vegies & fruit- cutting down on carbs, baking motivational cookies...
But none of these things seem to be helping me do much, but go through the motions....
(Buffy: going through the motions, losing all my drive, and i can't even see, if this is really me, & i just wanna be... alive...)-cue's vampire getting dusted... and possibly a long drawn out sex scene between spike and myself <3
Anyway, i think the only avenue i haven't taken here, is to actually increase my sleep... which means getting on top of uni quicker rather than pottering around with a stack of novels and magazines, or trawling others blog or online shops :(
Some up coming articles you can look forward to include: 'if these boots could talk', tentacular spectacular-ode to my favorite fashion obsession: tentacle threads, corsetry by Louise Black of doll flesh & Australian corsetry: Lady moon designs!
I swear all of these will be worth the read and the wait, they deserve my full attention, not the wandering eye of a disgruntled uni student.
Until next time my darklings. x
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